
I remmber a few weeks ago, i had a fantastic Healing Encounter with Dr.Bernard Blessing in GT.. The one thing that he said which really caught me by the heart is "
Something is about to happen". and that THING is not only in God's hand but also in mine.
I never realize how busy i am until i take a really good look of myself at the mirror. Horrible! I have a mountain of test papers which needs constant concentration. It's an inseparable package i tell you..essay, summary, cloze text, comprehension, literature component and they are subjective, open-ended ones..pfft.. i hadn't been taking my 8-hour-slumber since like i have no idea when. and I can't depend on caffeinated veins to keep me awake cuz i can never ever.... ever .... drink coffee!!
It's solely my feeble and exhausted conscious mind that's still holding on.
My sensitive eyes are not doing their wonder works. puffy and lifeless. sick and tired. events after events. on average, i get 4-5 hours sleep everynight. sigh,so many things to do, so little time i have. sounds cliche? i think it suits a person who procrastinate a lot very well, and that's ME..
"Something is about to happen" so, i guess and i hope the thing wont just stop here. i like to be occupied albeit the prices i gotta pay. More workload keep pouring in and i have 2 weeks time to actually get things done before the school holidays start. Everything that i have to deal with makes me feel stronger. i mean whatever i have done proves my ability. May it be a success or failure in some ways, at least i tried...so, the heck with cowardice.
There is a big beautiful Christmas tree in GT. Christmas is coming. Christmas...is coming =)
All in all, the world i live in is so wonderful =)